Tampa, Clermont, Tampa, Clermont, Sanford, Clermont, Tampa, Clermont, North Carolina, Clermont, Tampa... all within the week. I am so sick of fucking driving!

On a happier, cuter, gayer, head-over-heals, lighter note: I absolutely love getting surprised with flowers and long awaited hugs.

Totally twitterpated ♥

I sometimes wish that every path of which way my life could go was laid out in front of me and I could just pick the best one to take. The easiest path...

But I guess that wouldn't be living.

Thank you for being just as big a bitch as me.
I love you Schmitke!

Well, I just got done with the dishes and vacuuming, and yes, I am aware it's 3:00 in the morning. Our neighbors probably hate me, especially since London's been in there howling at the vacuum for the past 20 minutes now. I just can't seem to sleep lately! And then when I do it's usually in five hour intervals... oh well, I don't have anything better to do :)

I was going to take that job offer I've been talking about for passed 2 weeks now, but after talking it over, I just can't seem to justify waking up at 6:45 every day and driving 40 minutes for a job where I won't be able to bring home any profit. Which to me, makes me sound super lazy, buuuut I don't want to get a job for the mere sake of just, you know, having one. AND I don't want to take said job, if that means me just staying there for a couple weeks and quitting because I'm not making enough money! Besides, we're doing pretty good just budgeting on my unemployment (nasty word!) and poor Luke is working his ass off and picking up more hours as I'm typing this.

I have enough on my hands though, I think? Between the two puppies and laundry, lol! I feel like a regular house wife. Dinners cooked every day when Luke gets home, and I'm pretty on top of this whole cleaning thing. Sometimes!

We're thinking about moving up north within the year as well. Which puts a bad taste in my mouth because I HATE MOVING! We'll see. I want to have a job and a place to live up there before anything takes place. But we have a good 7 months before our lease here is even up...

Enough rambling. I do miss writing though!
T-minus 22 days till NYC with Jessie my love!!!!!
iTunes is acting all kinds of fucked up at the moment... kinda like facebook??!
And I totally started on my Christmas List last week! :)

Love, me

Let's see if I actually start writing again...

I won't be writing here any more.
It's become too difficult to let other people perceive my thoughts.
And misconstrue its meanings into their own.



I'm only sticking around to check on my loved ones.

"You guys have made it through the hardest part. Usually once you get past your one year, you've already made it through most of the hard stuff. Yeah, you guys fight, you're still going to fight, and even though he's an asshole sometimes, you've been through it all together. You know there's something there that you stick around for. The love is worth sticking around for." - Jessica Barbara Reed

Even when you're tripping on Cyclobenzaprine, you always know just what to say. Thanks love.